I'm Not Crazy

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an eight by eight and no windows
padded walls and no place to go
you've lost all hope, a broken soul
beyond restraint, you can't let go
dead emotions and no sympathy
an outcast from life and society
locked up tight and never free
all the voices inside of me

behind these walls
is what you'll find
i'm not crazy
i'm not crazy
behind these walls
my state of mind
i'm not crazy
i'm not crazy

with you i might be obsessed
all emotions across my chest
in so deep, i dont care about the rest
but i don't care, it's all i have left
a black crayon to write my story
for once i'm gone others can read
my eight by eight, my sanctuary
all the voices are inside of me

for a time this is how i've been
i've had this hidden within
see the damage across my skin
my walls are closing in
dead emotions to hide my fear
a small part of you as a souvenir
bad thoughts whispered in my ear
as it turns out, i belong here


from I'm Not Crazy, released January 16, 2015
Written by Ayin/F.T.C.



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F.T.C. Minnesota

Dark, Eerie, Spooky and Sometimes Just Fun.
F.T.C. is a New Style of Sound Manipulation for your Ears.
Influenced by the Paranormal and the Unknown,
It started with my interest in Aliens, Abductions, Ghost and other Haunting Things that go bump in the night.
Jesse <Ayin> Roberts creates a tapestry of nightmarish visions and electronic nightmares.
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